Thursday, January 17, 2008
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|12:57 AM|
Guess Overall...
Its Not Bad To Open Up To Some Of You Guys First...
Its Veri True When HuiHan Said Smth Lyk..
"Dun Close Yourself Up"....
I Guess Im Trying To Run Away From Smth Again...
At Here...
I Wanna Share My Testimonial...
A Veri Personal One...
Plz Dun Tel Anyone Else...
[ If You Dun Wanna Noe Or Dun Tink You Can Keep Secrets Plz Dun Scroll Down... ]
Okie Larr..
Its Not Realli Some Sort Of "Bu Neng Shou De Mi Mi"...
Jux tt... Im Still Not Dere To Tell This Testimonial Out...
I Am A Fortune Baby...
Met Up Wif Tis Buddhism When I Was Veri Young...
But I Always Uses This Buddhism In A Veri Wrong Way...
I Not Jux Dun Believe In It...
I Even Used Gohonzon ( An Object Of Worship ) To Threaten My Mom...
My Bro Stopped Chanting After His "O" Levels..
And I Followed When I Was Sec1 Too...
I Did Attended One FD Meeting In Sec1...
Which I tot Was Time-Wasting + Total Crap...
During Sec3...
I Went And Joined The YMD Brass Band In SSA...
Onli Becoz I Can Use Internet At My Cousin's House...
And Becoz I Can Get More Pocket Money...
De Onli Person Who Knew tt I Was In Some Band In My Religion Was SongWen...
He Was My Best Frd tt Time...
It Was His SUPER Bad Karma To Be Wif Mi From 1E3 To 4E2...
I Kept "Bullying" And "Distrubing" Him...
Felt Realli Gulity...
lolx...
We Had Another "Best Frd" During Sec3...
He Was A Person Who Wasnt Interested In Studies...
I tot I Could Change Him...
But I Failed... Seriously Failed...
Even Failed In My Character...
I Actuallied Lied On Smth SUPER DAM LAME...
tt Will Cause Mi To Big Probs...
It Was Oso Sec3...
tt I Met A FDIC Called ChengSee...
Who Changed My Life Totally...
I Owe Alot To Him...
He Always Helpped Mi And Encourage Mi To Go Meetings...
If It Wasnt Him... I Might Not Be Able To Break Through tt Barrier...
I Might Not Haf tt Faith To Chant And Overcome My Sec3 Prob Either...
I Barely Passed To Sec4...
I Almost Retained In Sec3 Becoz Of My English...
tt Wasnt De First Time...
I Was Almost Retained In Sec1 And Sec2 Oso...
I Was Realli Lucky Enuff To Not Retain At All...
During Sec4...
I Hated My Parents..
Fer Being Unconcern Wif Their Child...
And Doesnt Know How To Take Care Of Their Child..
Sooo I Became An Anti-Parents Teenager...
I Scold Them... Lecture Them... Throw Their Faces...
Everything And Anything I Can Tink Of To Make Them Unhappy...
I Was A Dota-Freak tt Time Oso...
I Even Asked SongWen To Dota Wif Mi Everyday...
We Normally Dota Until 2-3am Then Sleep...
And Will Always Sleep In Class...
Not Jux Sleeping In Class...
Every Monday Was Wad My Frds Called...
"KaiYang's School Holiday..."
I Skip School Every Monday
All I Need To Do Was To Ask My Mom Sign A Letter tt Saes tt Im Sicked On tt Day ( Monday )
I Always Believe My Lousy Results Are Becoz Of My Parents...
Dey Didnt Gave Mi A Good Place To Study...
I Even Stayed OverNite At My Frd's Hse To Study Fer My "O" Levels...
I Did Badly Fer My "O" Levels Becoz I Hate My Parents...
Becoz I Wanna Show Them How Lousy Their Education Is...
But Tis Had Ruined My Own Life...
Im SORRY Fer Wads Next...
Believe Mi...
Im A GREAT LIAR...
[ If You Dun Accept It... Plz Dun Look At The Next Paragraph... ]
It Wasnt An Accident tt I Wasnt Able To Retake My "O" Levels Last Year...
It Was On Purpose...
I Actually Knew tt My Dad Wont Rmb To Pay De Fee...
I Wanna Make My Dad De Person Who I Can Blame On...
Im Realli A Veri Childish Person...
Looking Back At 2007...
I Learnt, Gained And Grow Alot...
tts Why... Im Trying To Get Back To Poly Now...
I Wanna Study Becoz Of My Parents...
I Need Education Becoz Of Kosen-Rufu...
Im Seeking Wisdom To Be A Better Leader...
If I Can Get Back To Poly... I Realli Owe It To Gohonzon...
And Oso Thnx To All My Frds tt Made Mi Changed In 2007...
My Veri Personal Testimonial...
Thnx...
[ I Understand You Guys Will Haf Any Comments Or Encouragement You Guys Wanna Tel Mi... Plz Tel Mi Privately... The Tagboard Is Inter-Linked Wif My Other Blogs... And I Dun Prefer To Let More Ppl Noe Fer Now... ]
SSA
Singapore Soka Association is a Buddhist organisation established to promote understanding and practice of Buddhism. Buddhism teaches that every individual has the potential to become enlightened in his or her lifetime. Each person has within, the power to overcome life's challenges, to live a life of value and be a positive influence in one's community, society and the world. Soka in Chinese means Value Creation. Please go SSA Website for more info.
FBodz
Having dance as my passion. Foreign Bodies is the hip hop/street dance club in NYP that I just joined. Not much performance now. I'll update more next time! More updates are in Foreign Bodies Blog
SRN
Every month, we'll have our district discussion meetings where we'll learn and discuss more about Buddhism and Life. This is split by the chapter and district we are in. I'm in Serangoon North Chapter, district 4, together with my parents! We normally have several platforms for our youths. We had a Chapter Friendship Gathering where we invite our friends to our center to know more about our Buddhism, and during then, our youths together put up and short skit and dance! We also have BBQ session to celebrate the success of our Chapter Friendship Gathering and also Pot Luk Session for our youths in SRN to bond more together!
ITAC
I was in ITAC from OCT 07 to JUN 09. ITAC is an institution that is under our Student Division [SD] in SSA. Student Division members consist of all tertiary students in Singapore, from all JCs, ITEs, Polys, to University and also Private Schools. ITAC stands for Institute of Technical, Arts and Commence, which consist of all the private schools in Singapore. In ITAC, we study intensively into Buddhism and our Mentor, Daisaku Ikeda. We also encourage our members and leaders to do our best in our studies and work, and become Future Leaders of the Intellectual World to lead people to happiness! ITACSD Blog
NYPSD
I've just transfered from ITAC to NYPSD during this year, June. NYPSD is another institution in SD. Our members and CICs [Campus-In-Charge] are students all studying in NYP! We usually meet up in NYP itself or SYC [Soka Youth Center] to study Buddhism, chant together, encourage each other and most importantly to create more values in our and other's life! Anyone that is studying in NYP and interested learn about Buddhism or wish to join our activities can feel free to contact me!
HCF
Hugs and Chatterbox Family is my clique when I was still in FD [Future Division, which consist of all the secondary school students]. The group started to formed in Dec 07. We mainly encourage each other thru Buddhism and dance together to perform. HCF had performed a spirit booster dance item for Chingay 07, hip hop dance for FDGM 08 [Future Division General Meeting] and SD Anniversary 08!
FLINT 1
FLINT stands for Future Leaders In Niche Training. It is a training course in FD [Future Division], which train us to be a better person and also to be future leaders of SSA. Currently FLINT have already come to the sixth batch and I'm proud to say that I'm in the first batch, which our trainings was during Feb 06 to May 06. But we didn't just stopped there. FLINT 1 has continued to do a project in FD Sports Meet during June 06, Ignites Concert during Aug 06, Reunion during Nov 07, Sensei's 80th Birthday Present Making during Dec 07, CNY Light Up Hip Hop Dance as Trainers during Nov 08 to Jan 09 and FLINT 1-5 Kenshu during Jan 09! And I strongly believe that, there'll be more to come!
Dynamo
Dynamo is a group in Chingay 07, where I get to know most of my best friends in Gakkai now! Even through, it wasn't a very long training period, but that time was definitely the best dance trainings I ever had. And up til now, we are still have reunion meet ups!
FD-Coaching
FD-Coaching is a Coaching Class started off by EngPeng, Jerry, Laura, Alvin, QiJun and me! It is an offical group in FD that fully in-charged by SD Students. The purpose to set up FD-Coaching is to help our juniors in their studies towards 'O/N' Levels, encourage them in from our own experiences and also bring them back to Faith. Currently FD-Coaching is in-charged by Ivan from NYPSD. For more information, please go, FD-Coaching Blog
DA02
DA02 is my class in NYP - School of Interactive and Digital Media - Digital Media Design (Animation) Course. Being the noisiest, most positive, cheerful and definitely most outrageous class in DMD(A). We have being complained by many lecturers during the first month of school. But now, we are proud to say that we do not receive anymore complains! Haha! I'm really happy to be in this class.