Friday, May 14, 2010
|9:05 AM|
|9:05 AM|
Dream
It was really really really a crasy dream. It just looks so real until I really wish that it'll never happen. I really hope that those images will not appear in real life...
.Lies.
I lied? Ivan said that I lied. Ya, I guess so. I really lied. I told everyone that I just wanted to try a switching my phone off on last thursday to see what will happen. The truth isn't just that, as in, it is really true that I really want to try, but what I really wanted more is, I don't want any of the exhibition people to be able to find me, I've no intention of changing the design, because of designer's attitude and I don't have the time to do that... Neither do wish to be "disturbed" by anyone. In fact, during last Thursday, I kept asking myself. Why? Why does 3D Modeling Assignment, Exhibition Design have to be on the same date? For monday, tuesday, wednesday... I've been working on just the exhibition design and not cared about my 3D Modeling. So is that right? I don't know anymore... What can I say? Tell everyone that I'm busy on Monday to Thursday, just because I want to finish up my Bouncing Ball and Modeling Assignments and tell everyone that I cannot work on the exhibition design? In fact, maybe thats correct. I mean, what's wrong with that right? When all the IICs are never concern with the design and only concern with the heart. I mean, it is really right that what you see is the heart that matters. But if you've no intention at looking at design, then why ask a designer to design? Someone whom never learn design can portray an even stronger heart. Isn't that so? And if the message behind the design is being destroy just because we change a certain something. THEN WHY DO I EVEN WANT TO DO SO MUCH RESEARCH AND TRY SO MANY METHOD TO JUST GET THAT FEEL, THAT MESSAGE OUT? IF YOU WANT TO ASK A DESIGNER TO DESIGN SOMETHING, THEN PLEASE DON'T CHANGE IT! ESPECIALLY ON YOUR OWN WILL! AND SAY THAT IT IS DESIGNED BY ME. I DON'T WANT TO GET RECOGNIZED BY SOMETHING THAT IS NOT DONE BY ME. THANKS! [I'm sorry, it's something that I just wanna say it out, for once.]
Maybe I shouldn't have said the truth to Ivan... Maybe I shouldn't even have lied right from the start... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... Maybe I shouldn't even work on the Exhibition Design... ... ... ... ... ... ... .... ... ... ... ... ... ... .... .... Maybe Li Jia is right, nobody... nobody is really serious about the exhibition... ... at all...
.3D Modeling.
I feared that I cannot finish my 3D modeling. And guess what? I really didn't finished it. My there is a part of my FClamp that wasn't combine and merge vertices with my main part. I spent too much time on making the main part super nice and I didn't make everything out. I also spent quite some time in class helping my friends, but these isn't something that I regretted. Not my grades either. What I regretted is that, I didn't finish my work fast enough... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... In order to help Diana with her work. When Mr Che Chen said that everyone did badly. I was really in fear, I started chanting in my heart, saying that I must either get a B+ or A. I felt really happy and relived when I got an A, but I felt really sad when I saw Diana got a F. She really tried very hard to model out the models.
.NYPSD.
Somethings... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... just never change... ... ... ... doesn't it?
SSA
Singapore Soka Association is a Buddhist organisation established to promote understanding and practice of Buddhism. Buddhism teaches that every individual has the potential to become enlightened in his or her lifetime. Each person has within, the power to overcome life's challenges, to live a life of value and be a positive influence in one's community, society and the world. Soka in Chinese means Value Creation. Please go SSA Website for more info.
FBodz
Having dance as my passion. Foreign Bodies is the hip hop/street dance club in NYP that I just joined. Not much performance now. I'll update more next time! More updates are in Foreign Bodies Blog
SRN
Every month, we'll have our district discussion meetings where we'll learn and discuss more about Buddhism and Life. This is split by the chapter and district we are in. I'm in Serangoon North Chapter, district 4, together with my parents! We normally have several platforms for our youths. We had a Chapter Friendship Gathering where we invite our friends to our center to know more about our Buddhism, and during then, our youths together put up and short skit and dance! We also have BBQ session to celebrate the success of our Chapter Friendship Gathering and also Pot Luk Session for our youths in SRN to bond more together!
ITAC
I was in ITAC from OCT 07 to JUN 09. ITAC is an institution that is under our Student Division [SD] in SSA. Student Division members consist of all tertiary students in Singapore, from all JCs, ITEs, Polys, to University and also Private Schools. ITAC stands for Institute of Technical, Arts and Commence, which consist of all the private schools in Singapore. In ITAC, we study intensively into Buddhism and our Mentor, Daisaku Ikeda. We also encourage our members and leaders to do our best in our studies and work, and become Future Leaders of the Intellectual World to lead people to happiness! ITACSD Blog
NYPSD
I've just transfered from ITAC to NYPSD during this year, June. NYPSD is another institution in SD. Our members and CICs [Campus-In-Charge] are students all studying in NYP! We usually meet up in NYP itself or SYC [Soka Youth Center] to study Buddhism, chant together, encourage each other and most importantly to create more values in our and other's life! Anyone that is studying in NYP and interested learn about Buddhism or wish to join our activities can feel free to contact me!
HCF
Hugs and Chatterbox Family is my clique when I was still in FD [Future Division, which consist of all the secondary school students]. The group started to formed in Dec 07. We mainly encourage each other thru Buddhism and dance together to perform. HCF had performed a spirit booster dance item for Chingay 07, hip hop dance for FDGM 08 [Future Division General Meeting] and SD Anniversary 08!
FLINT 1
FLINT stands for Future Leaders In Niche Training. It is a training course in FD [Future Division], which train us to be a better person and also to be future leaders of SSA. Currently FLINT have already come to the sixth batch and I'm proud to say that I'm in the first batch, which our trainings was during Feb 06 to May 06. But we didn't just stopped there. FLINT 1 has continued to do a project in FD Sports Meet during June 06, Ignites Concert during Aug 06, Reunion during Nov 07, Sensei's 80th Birthday Present Making during Dec 07, CNY Light Up Hip Hop Dance as Trainers during Nov 08 to Jan 09 and FLINT 1-5 Kenshu during Jan 09! And I strongly believe that, there'll be more to come!
Dynamo
Dynamo is a group in Chingay 07, where I get to know most of my best friends in Gakkai now! Even through, it wasn't a very long training period, but that time was definitely the best dance trainings I ever had. And up til now, we are still have reunion meet ups!
FD-Coaching
FD-Coaching is a Coaching Class started off by EngPeng, Jerry, Laura, Alvin, QiJun and me! It is an offical group in FD that fully in-charged by SD Students. The purpose to set up FD-Coaching is to help our juniors in their studies towards 'O/N' Levels, encourage them in from our own experiences and also bring them back to Faith. Currently FD-Coaching is in-charged by Ivan from NYPSD. For more information, please go, FD-Coaching Blog
DA02
DA02 is my class in NYP - School of Interactive and Digital Media - Digital Media Design (Animation) Course. Being the noisiest, most positive, cheerful and definitely most outrageous class in DMD(A). We have being complained by many lecturers during the first month of school. But now, we are proud to say that we do not receive anymore complains! Haha! I'm really happy to be in this class.